How has everyone been? I've been kind of dead, honestly.
I had been perscribed lexapro a month or two ago, and honestly it was the worst. It was honestly one of the worst month of my life, in recent times. It was a time where I barely spoke to anyone. Shocking from me, hoenstly. I realise I don't update this as much, anymore, but that's because I got really busy. I kind of wish that I never went on it in the first place.
Something about it surprised me though. During the depression I had, I am honestly surprised I got as much support as I got from my friends. I shouldn't be as surprsied, but it was welcome regardless. Sometimes being seen that you're loved is one of the best things for your mental. Lol. But going off of it was one of the better things I did. The lexapro made me so severely depressed! It was worse than any of the other depressions I have had before.
I moved in with one of my good friends and have unfortunately gotten hoooked to nioctine. So something good, somethings bad. But I am not really letting it ruin my life, I hope. Though I am a little broke. Otherwise, what I have been doing recently is a lot of nothing... I have been wanting to get back into studying, but I haven't been able to mentally dedciate myself to it. I am unsure as to what to do! It feels like there is a lot of pressure on me to do things, but I don't even know how to begin. Whatever. though, I am really hoping it'll go good for me. I need to work a lot on my mental though.
\Having supportive friends is something that really helps. I kind of think they hate me, but I don't know for sure.
Recently I've gotten really into this band called "Frog." Well, I've been into them for awhile, but not as much as I have been recently.
